When you have an idea in your mind and a rumbling passion in your gut, when you don’t know how to let it free…
Excitement first then fear. Doubt hovers nearby too. Will it matter? How could I make a difference?
Is it worth it?
Oh I have much weakness like the giant Moses. I almost need an Aaron to be my voice.
And I have this thought that if God could use me then He could use others and maybe we could all make a big splash of difference.
We are never promised comfort but we crave it.
Yet I have always had this daring-ness about me that has wanted to do something great.
But maybe my idea of “great” has had to be broken and reformed first.
That’s where I am now.
With a thought and a prayer that my ideas and rumblings, though not original but I feel timely, would be given a space in the sky to soar.
And if not, that they would guide me to better proclaim His truth until He comes no matter what context I am in.
More on this rumbling to come, Lord willing…